I'm scared. but you're not here to assure me :(

I never once thought we'll ever face situations like this.

How could something so strong become so fragile the next moment?

How long can we hold on?
Cause all good things comes to an end.
Right?

Its weird how some days, I don't feel like you're anyone to me.

I hate crying even after all these time.

especially in public.

But sometimes, its the only way to release all this negativity.

I know you didnt mean it but I just .. cant help but be sensitive over this.

and its like, we don't talk like we use to anymore.

I don't even know how to hold a conversation now.

Please let this be a period thing.

Seriously, I have to stop being so sensitive about people. REALLY

I constantly need you to tell me how much you wanted me in your life.

and I think this is bad. right?

Feeling rather upset. but somehow I know, I don't have the right to.

I just got to be really understanding.

you know what hurts the most?

when you really trust someone and you get stabbed.

when you are really addressing the matter because you're simply expressing yourself and doubts.

but get stabbed and judged.

It hurts. and its scary. I really cannnot trust anyone :"(