YOU COPY ME!!!

RAH!!!
THURSDAY WILL BE MY OFFICIAL 'SIAN' DAY OF MY SCH TERM.
well, maybe it was just a bad day today:(

PS.
THANK YOU FOR THE LBB!!! HAHA

SOUND OF MY HEART..

WE ARE SOOO TPDE!!!

:D

HANDS TGT 1

was so so....but it was fun talking real fast to many ppl again and again.
"Hi, this booklet is for you... You can collect 'chops' at different booths*points at the carnival*. For 5 'chops' you can get a free goodie bag. Thank you *smiles even though the person is not even looking at me:(*"
HAHA.
& I GOT TO WAKE UP AT 6 ON A SUNDAY MORNING.
which btw reminds me tht its ald sunday morning, so.....
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE:D

RAH, THIS IS SUCH A RANDOM POST:P

ELENA YEO!!!

Right now, Im burning my time away at some lab with ELENA YEO!!!
I LOVE YOU SWEETS:D
and jon. haha
RAH...
2 more hrs to go:(
okie, shall go help jon cut his sudoku paper.
heh:p

TOWARDS THE END FROM THE START

Its such a painful experience I had to go through again.
And there'll be more to come in my life.
Though we all agreed with 'NO MORE TEARS' for his last journey,
I still didnt hold back my tears.
sorry.
:(
Now, to deal with the after effects everyone have...
I miss you.

PS.
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE CARE AND CONCERN, REALLY APPRECIATED IT.
ESPECIALLY YOU SAB, FOR TRULY UNDERSTANDING MY PAIN.
THANKS.

LONGING

Have been telling myself tht he's not suffering like the last time i saw him alive.
BUT
Today(ytd techically), i was thinking..
Time is ticking
And the chance of seeing him physically is rapidly decreasing.
The i-cant-bear-him-to-be-gone feeling has finally started to set in.
There's nothing i can do but to walk in and look at him more often than usual...
I miss you.


ITS LIKE A RECORDER REPLAYING YOUR LAST FEW MOMENTS ALIVE.
KEEPS REPLAYING, NEVER STOPPING.

LOVED BY ALL

A loving and respectable husband, father and grandfather to all.
17oct2009; 0020.

SETTLED

Everyone is complaining about their timetable.
Not tht im a workaholic but then i wished mine was a little more packed.
I mean its like when your timetable is packed, at least you're learning smt and not wasting your time away.
Got over the fact tht I dont have a cds cos im going to appeal anyway.
And im pretty darn sure there's a reason behind tht.
Anws, i end at 4pm practically everyday except mon(3pm)
and still have the once-in-a-week-lesson-starts-at-9 timetable.
WA....then next mon i got to wait till 7 for my dance 'rehearsal' for the temp badge event. *dreads*
and........
friday is a free day for me-.-
i wish i have dance on tht day:(
and new time plan to meet up with darlings, dear and sweets.
im such a womanizer.
heh:p

SPECKY ME:)
I REALISE, GIRLFRIEND'S LOVE WINS SO MUCH MORE THAN ONE GUY'S LOVE TO YOU.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS:)

WHAT?

I HAVE NO CDS:(

First its my 'im-in-top-10-but-no-diploma-plus' issue, now this?!
And honestly i dont know how this whole poly education system works.
RAH!!!
and i dont know why i feel so sad either.


OFF TO MEET MY SWEETS.

YOUR WARM WHISPERS

9 to 9 today.

was half dead by the second dance of the day BUT then free redbull was given out and i was super energized for modern class with ryan.

We did PAS DE DEUX (read as PA-THE-THEs) today..

and i partner-ed ELENA YEO!!!

SWEETS!

can you pls stop worrying about your weight, i can support you la, Im a manly girl:p

and pls have a proper meal tmr.

JOY & MICH, pls watch tht silly girl:)

Tmr is vetting and my blister's skin have to fall out now-.-

I hope i wont bruise it again:(

JIAYOU everyone:)

PS.

I LOVE JOY *as requested:p*

THANKS FOR THE FLIPFLOP MICH!!!

HEARTS FOR TPDE:)

MENTAL STRAIN

Dance is all tht is arnd me this few days.
Or weeks i shld say.
Though i must say i really enjoy dancing, but im getting tired.
Not from bruises, not from tears.
But from the tiring emotions i have to put in when i dance.
Frustrations, Sadness, Anger...
at the same time reminding myself constantly to withdraw from this 'illusion' when the dance ends.
& IM REALLY TIRED.
or rather the physical strains are making me mentally tired.

Thanks sweets for telling me about how im truely feeling.
loves:)


HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS NO MATTER WHAT.

SINCERELY...

I WANT ANOTHER CHALET!!!

it was so reassuring tht i have my friends all with me:)

No more worrying of what they will think of me.

COS I KNOW THEY LOVE ME!!!

*RIGHT?*

BUT ANWS, I LOVE YOU GUYS:)

CONTEMPLATING

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!!!

Chalet-ing with theone without fiona right now.

I so dont want to sleep BUT im so tired.

Got teased sooooooo many thousands times today.
RAH!!!

haha.

DANCE was tough for modern1 today.

but nonetheless, i can see great improvement in you all.

Critics and lectures are there to make you realise you can actually do better than you think you can.

SO!!!!

JIAYOU!!!:D

OFF FOR SOME GIRLY TALK:)

I AM PURE SINGAPOREAN!!!

YES!!!! IM MADE IN SINGAPORE!!!
so stop asking me if im from China-.-
if you want to include my ancestor and all, then aren't most of us from china?

anw, this really random shouout is made due the fact tht more and more ppl are asking me if im from China.
OR
THEY THINK IM 20.*dreads dreads*
*sobsob:(
OR
they will think im a guy judging from my name-.-
c'mon read it properly and it would sound like a guy no more!!!:)
or i shld just name myself sally or smt, easy, simple and memorisable:D
haha.

well, this tells me so much about first impression.

GETAWAY

woohooo!!!
back for dance tmr:)
am feeling so much better and also my blister's healing:D
packed for this week with dance dance dance and more dancing.
BUT im not fed up or what.
im still kinda looking forward to it:)

THEN, i'll proceed to the long-planned chalet.
YIPPEE:)
haha.
will be back on tues i think.
then its dance again!!!

BBQ this friday, i cant wait.
Cos its like a big family reunion:)

ok damn random-.-


SORRY, BUT UPSETTING YOU IS SMT UNAVOIDABLE.

GO GO GO!!!

Thts practically the 3 words i keep hearing last night.

"GO GO GO, can cross faster cross!!!"

while crossing the road with 30+ bikers like us.

haha.

summary, (and i dont normally say it in this way but)

NIGHT CYCLING FTW!!!

haha:p

AND I FINALLY GET TO SEE CELIA CHUA PEI ZHEN!!!

poor girl, rest well okie:)

Then i had to skip dance:(

wasnt feeling well.

& missed the chance to see my sweets.

*btw mich, have fun!!!

ELENA YEO!!! you sotong, always giving me a heart attack.

hah:)

RAH....blister from 'happy feet' is killing me:(

I DONT KNOW IF IM AFRAID OR SAD, ALL I KNOW IS IM RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS.

IN YOUR SHOES

I can totally feel how you're feeling right now.
"我低着头，默默握着他的手，泪水只能在眼眶里打滚。。"
and so was mine...
Its smt we got to face eventually.


I HAVE A RUSSIAN GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT GRANDFATHER:)

QUALITY OVER QUANTITY

QUALITY TIME WITH DADDY AGAIN:D

SOMETIMES

Sometimes,
I shld just shut up, not grumble
and appreciate whatever I have now.

Sometimes,
I shld not mind and get so affected with what others think about me
and get on with my life.
Afterall I cant please everyone.

Sometimes,
I must put on a smile even if everything arnd me is falling apart
bcos everything will eventually change for the better.

:)

Every little detail of you, must be out of my life.

A B***H NEXT DOOR

It is a problem of our own.
If you want to butt in, do the least and not let me know.
Its your help tht makes things worse.
thanks for your help btw,
for announcing to the world tht im tht bitch.


AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, YOU ARE NV GOING TO GET ANOTHER CHANCE AGAIN

FOR NOW

For now, the last thing i want is to be involve in relationship matters.
Bcos, im really tired.




TO BE THT SOMEONE ELSE

JUST ANOTHER POST

I got another additional blueblack:(


I HOPE I WONT FEEL ANYTHING TODAY.*CROSSIES*

KEEPING UP

Dance again today!!!
Weeeee~
Due to the absence of shirlyn, our dear main lead, i bcame a lifting tool for JuiXin:p
Sorry for almost ass-ing your face:p
Rah!!!
I feel so bad and awkward.
Ah well, at least i dont have to worry about some other things:X

Then we had a blackout tht was going to last for 5-6 hrs.
So.....dancing in the dark with no ventilation was kinda..cool?
haha.
But spotting was hard.

Rah!!
its 9, got to go:(

NIGHTCYCLING!!!

LOVE'S A FEELING YOU SHLD TRUST:)

REPLACEMENT WITH LAST YR'S FUN:)

Mooncake festy this yr was a booboo:(
It was rain, rain and more rain.
The usual cousin bonding time was out of the qns:(
Chitchatted with the aunts, played wii with the kids and was forced to eat mooncake!!!
haha.

Then, i accompanied my cute granny upstairs to her room.
She lead me to the room, on her lights and said 'look at how peaceful your grandpa is sleeping'.
She sounded excited like a girl who has a crush on my grandpa and at the same time a relieved kind of happiness. *pardon my crappy english*

SHE IS SO CUTE.

undescribable feeling hence, my crappy unexplainable english.
haha.
Rah! and i just learnt the "BOOMZ' word ytd.
slowpokie:p

PS.
JOY DARLING!!! THANKS FOR DIRECTING ME TO THE SHOP AND DAMN THOSE FREELANCE MODEL AGENCY:P

RABBIT

Dancing really hard this few weeks.
Rah!!!
Im so tired but at the same time feeling really accomplished.
yay yay yay:)
haha.
Thank you seniors for your time, patience, efforts and of cos the frankness:)

Like what i have been hearing this few days/weeks.
"Use your heart to dance, not your mind."
"Its the attitude tht really counts and not your steps."
"FEEEEEEEEEEEEL the dance......."

& i got a really emo and 'take it all away' dance.
haha.
seriously have to take everything away.
In a sense where you take
your mind, your troubles, your restrictions, your 'im so paiseh'-ness & really feel for the song.
Tried it, did it and i realised 'hey, the seniors are so damn right'.
Then, i thought.
'woah, afterall i can do it!!!'
and start acting like some idiot smiling for the whole day.
haha:p

RAH!!!
im so happy.
But painfully happy.
:)