Rubs

Rah, my right eye getting blurry again:(

Ping

Dont know why you suddenly came to my mind.

Buzz off.

I'm not expecting the msg you say you would send.

Anw, I KEEP EATING WANTON MEE recently.

:( isit fattening?????

Flashbacks

Reading all my previous post and rmb-ing all the joy then come suspense then lastly emoness is really.....OVERWHELMING.

Its like living through it again.

OH NO.....I dont want to think about it again.

GO AWAY!

:(

I'm happy to have your attention but, everyone gets the same kind as I do.

Gimme

Its the season of wanting again. Or rather bcos my stuffs are spoiling:(

Earpiece died-ed on me AGAIN:(

I cannot be rushing and washing my shorts every moment to be able to wear them again.

I dont want to wear a pair of flats that is going to give way ANYTIME.

I dont need to let ppl think that I'm going to the beach everyday in tht slippers.

I WANT A DIGITAL CAMERA.

yeah, after I analysed, observed and thought through.

ok bullshit.

I just want a digicam.

haha.

I finally feel a little girly and tweety in this post.

Alarm

Thanks for reminding me.

I know I'm not a good enough friend.

Beans

Outside Lt 19 eating pocky and staring at the crowd walking past.

Its the business culture.

I POSTED THIS ON FIONA'S EBUSINESS BLOG. FML

Prior

Its obviously clear what your priorities are.

Livelong

At times like that, I guess you're the one that I can really trust.

Fairytale

Is time the factor?

Or did I ruined it all?

Not being hopeful but am not ruling out the possibility.

Will you?

Acronym

Thanks love, your company and listening ear really MMD.

Fats

Thank You:)

Filled

Im back.

With the familiar feeling again.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Go away:(

Pace

When I'm down,

You do everything to make me happy again.

Thanks:)

:D

Things you do when you're really caught up with projects

Engulf

The negativity arnd me is so ever ready to bring me down.

But I'm standing strong, or at least I know I'm trying to.

Just like a faint light in the dark.

Sometimes

all I need is a HUG that is going to make me feel,

"Everything's going to be alright"

Hug me like how I would do to you if you're sad.

Canvas

5 simple things that makes me happy:

1. when someone really really understand how I feel even though I cannot express it out properly.

2. Cheese

3. knwing I can sleep for another 5 mins

4. Daddy fetching me to school! woohoo:)

5. A smile

Attempt on un-emo post 2: FAIL

Cast

I shld do the same like what we did to our Logcomm identity.

Sigh.

I want to but its out of my control.

It'll be perfect to insert the song 'a little too not over you'. haha.

RAH!

Pack

I'm fine really.

Strike

And its set, confirmed, ratified.

Get over it.

Runt

Time for yet another emo post with my emo surroundings.

This time, im in the clubroom.

I know I said I wont think ald.

BUT ITS NOT EASY.

I keep saying I'll be fine is not to cover myself, I swear.

Im constantly reminding myself also.

But thanks for listening anw.

I guess fatigue is causing me to be like this again.

I cant stop thinking.

Query

Do you even know?

I doubt so.

Defeat

Woke up with a startled mind and find tears rolling down my face.

Never felt this huge sense of fear ever before.

I told myself I could do it no matter what.

I realise, understood, accepted.

But I'm human too, with imperfections.

I feel sad, afraid, lost.

Its harder than I thought it would be.

But I wont give up,

Never will.

Just like how you said

"sure my dear. you'll always have my support. Always:-)"

Teared a little but greatly touched.

Thank you, and

I love you Daddy:)

Shakers

Kay, Im not emo!

I just unknowingly treat the blog as my RantSpot.

haha.

So, dont worrry ppl, IM NOT EMO! :D

shall post smt unemo to prove!

OH was the best even though I was a logcomm. haha

Much slacking to be done and only work really hard at different time of the day.

Got to say its a great experience and I manage to attend 5 sessions of Mass Dance in the 3 days.

and im so sick of it ald. haha.

damn, I cannot twit!

I feel like ranting again.

unemo post FAIL.

Stab

There you go again, doing what you are best at:

Making up stories, sounding really pitiful, making others the insensitive one and all.

Then they'll believe you like how I did stupidly and I'll be awaiting for them to find out the truth.

Pitiful eh.

Nobody buys your story, nobody cares about how pitiful you are bcos you're the one making all this up.

I dont even know why you're doing that.

Just get a life asshole.

I thought it was just a regular moodswing, but its not. So why am I crying more nowadays?

Hop

So, been thinking it through and honestly I feel that I dont want it to be gone.

I know it didnt even start but its just a hanging feeling.

But then, I thought thoroughly again and I can see why its meant to be gone.

I dont think I can accept even if it continued that time.

I just got to force myself out of this 'mess'.

Time for some brainwashing to be done.

Or rather with my feelings.

I

am very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very

tired.

Smacks

I dont want to bother much about you right now,

not that I would, even if I'm free.

Somehow, I just cant seem to find the trust for you anymore.

Or rather, I shldnt have given you that trust in the first place.

Guess I'm a blind dumb after all.

Like what Isaac always say.

ha.

Blinks

I'm hungry...

heh:p

Beat

Dance intensives start next week.

I really got to force myself to finish everything by this week.

Guess I'll be sleeping at this time everyday.

sigh.

Announced

So I've been told that my post are moody again. haha
Well, yeah im kinda bashed up emotionally but its not like nothing nice never happen,
its just that I DONT TWIT about my life. haha.
I tried, but i feel weird telling ppl about it.
So, dont worry so much about me kay? :)
If there even is in the first place.
haha.
I really cant seem to let it go.

.

The next thing I knew, I was crying uncontrollably.

Canopy

Problems, sadness, disappointment.
Who aint facing them right?
So even when im feeling really down now,
I'll try my best, put my smile back on and move on.
I'm not perfect, I'm human too.
I'm that BIG stupid fool, aint I?

Indifferent

I dont understand why you're like that.
You're a great friend but...

Start

It's another year once again.
I wont say if its a good/bad year last year cos afterall i had my ups and downs.
Well, if its bad then make it better this year, if not
Then make it a even better year:)
Also, i dont have any new year resolutions so I guess for now it'll be,
To come up with a new year resolution:)

Celia's been feeling real down and I really need to squeeze everything out of her later.
YOU BETTER TELL ME AH CELIA.
haha.
I'm glad everythings back on track