Barrier

Ahhh....I'm official with the feeling.

Its called stress.

Stress over the fact that I might not be able to enjoy the camp as much,

stress over the fact that I might be really tired for my rehearsals, hence many screw ups, hence many scoldings,

stress over the fact that I cannot pay attention in my GC class.

Stress over the fact that I may upset the people arnd me:(

OMG.

HOW HOW HOW??????

:(

Butterflies

ARGGG...

I'm both excited and nervous about my upcoming events!!!

haha.

Its like worst than sch time but then I know I'll be doing whatever I'm enjoying.

Hopefully.

I really hope I can attend both OLTC and Gems training plus lessons.

Oh well.

I feel like I sold myself to the sch.

hah.

and of cos i'll meet up soon babes!!!

Happy holidays loves:)

Truth

Maybe, I'm just not ready to be a bitch.

Then I guess I'll take in like how I always do.

At least I'll feel better that they are fine:)

Strain

Good Morning world.

It's been awhile since I stayed up the whole night.

And its the first time I'm doing this for exams.

I hope I wont die on the spot later or get killed by the paper or die when I cross the road or smt.

I am very tired with all this bullshit.:(

Tear

I'll try again and again.

no matter how unbelievable its going to be, I believe I can.

I've seen enough, feel enough, had enough.

I'm going to be me, just me.

It doesnt matter what you're going to say anymore bcos I cant please everyone.

Go ahead, hate me if you would.

At least I'm true to myself.

I fucking wanna pass.

Comfort

Dear diary,

Today I wished you were here with me when I felt discouraged with my papers.

But I knew its impossible because you had an unavoidable and important role.

And all I really hope for now is your safety there.

I miss you daddy.

Loves, DPP :)

Satisfaction

I am really tired, but smiles from you guys makes me feel better.
So, dont be so down alright?
Whats life without ups and downs?

You'll only get stronger when you overcome tht problem

and you'll learn alot cos you dont get to meet these problems everyday.

Cheer up guys:)

Arggg

Omg, i lost my momentum on studying.

COME BACK COME BACK!!!

Happy Birthday guys:D

If

What if, the doctor told me I couldnt dance anymore?

I think I will go crazy and sink into depression:(

Climb

"I'm only going to get better after this."

Yeah, so I tell myself that whenever I meet a sucky situation.

But sometimes, its really hard.

Yeah, you understand but do you really know how I feel.

Oh well, Life.

your choice to lie down, die or live on.

I choose live on.

Live on well with my best shot.

I hope the I will see the same things on the test papers as what I've studied.

*close eyes and makes wish sincerely* haha

Fall

"Everytime you smile, I'll smile;

Everytime you shine, I'll shine for you"

Original

I expected updates after updates when I met you.

but apparently we didnt 'update' as much.

Nevertheless, our silence wasnt awkward.
In fact, we enjoyed the silence bcos I knew how you felt

and so did you.
Words were not needed yet it seems like I heard alot from you.

I missed the past,

I missed those days,

I missed the bunch of kukus,

I missed you.

HEY SAB, THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU AND I KNOW HOW WRONG THIS ALL SOUNDS! LIKE IM IN LOVE AND ITS LIKE TO YOU. OMG OMG OMG. MUHAHAHHA. LOVE YOU BABE:D

Point

At times when the heart needs to speak, I stop and observe.

I see lots of different people with different traits.

but when I really need that someone who can understand me with just one look,

I'm don't know who is the right one to turn to.

I just feel like, I lost true friends.

Does being apart really drift hearts?

Mute

I dont see the point in trying anymore.

There isnt going to be a change and,

I simply dont give a fuck about it.

If things are not like what we hoped for then, I'm sorry I am letting go.

Braids

It's been sometime since I've read FML.

and it never fails to make me feel better.

:)

Mine

Happy Cheena VDay !!!

No different like every year except its CNY also. haha

I hope all the singles out there know that it doesnt really matter if you dont have a partner.

Well, your time will come:)

And for those who have, Good luck with the clash of dates.

MUHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA.

Nah, I'm mean.
Rah!

Valentine

Baked

Ah zhen, again again again!!!:D

I just got to get use to Daddy's new car. Rah

Burn

I realise when feelings come to an end, you'll still rmb how it felt back then.

Prints

Was clearing my drawer and out fell all the letters, cards and even small notes since sec 2.

Read through them and felt funny, foolish and even embarrassed.

haha.

Saw a letter asking me to be his valentine...*cough cough* haha.

Some apologising, while another wishing me with special days.

And a hell lot of, "Thanks for being there......", "I miss you so much.....", "catch up sooon kay!!!".

haha.

So glad I kept them all this while.

Things aint the same anymore and all I'm left with is these prints that allows me to relate closely to.

Oh well, no point complaining about the change cos at least I got to experience them.

:)

Happy V day people.

Gems Part1

I got 3 items.
Kinda down tht I didnt get into Melanie's item but oh well.

I might pull everyone down if I was in.

On the bright side, I get to dance alongside with her.

That must be one of the greatest things that has happened.

haha.

eh shit,

IM NOT LES.

She's just that good.

Good enough to inspire me.

:D

Prince

I found him!

In fact, I got him all along.

:)

Dash

Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away.

Dam

Just like how I'll always be there for you.

I have no idea why the picture is in this angle. haha

Destination

RAH!

No hunks help me:(

End up limping alone.

and bcame tired while walking SLOWLY.

damn slow.

anw, i got better on fri morning.

and well, hurt myself by the night. haha

IM OFFICIALLY BAI KA ALD.

damn.

PHOTOSHOOT WAS SO FUN!

THANKS HAZEL, LOVE YA BABE:D

Sorry if i ruined your pictures with my FAT THIGHS.

RAH.

Crack

Rah...

I hope its minor.

I cannot afford to stop dancing now.

Bright note,

I need to walk slower.

But that allows me to see whats happening arnd me:)

Or maybe get alittle help from some hunks.

MUHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHHHAA.

ok, i think its time to sleep.

haha

Show

Oppa Saranghae

Fluffed

Sometimes, I'm so glad that you're an idiot because you will never guess what I really mean. :)

Exposed

I finally knew.

Breakaway

QIANHAO!

DONT BE BOTHERED!

RAH~

Dare

I am feeling really really upset.

But if you ask, I can never really tell you exactly what I'm upset with.

So, dont even think of asking.

I dont even know what I've bcome.

A fucked up bitch I guess.