Its like your life's standing right infront of you. but it hurts just staring back, knowing everything's changed and its not the same anymore.

I think I think too much.

When they have already braced themselves and learn to lead their own life,

You're left alone to wonder if anything went wrong

And would probably end up not knowing why.

Attachments... pfft.

Everytime I stand, you got to punch me in the face.

So, I shld just accept that punch and never get up again dont I?

Over and over and over and over and over again

I can see that this is going to set a few thoughts straight.

I miss you.

Play with fire and you'll get burn

or worst, others get the pain.

so back away bitch.

just back away.

I should have seen this coming

If I would just stop thinking

There's a lot to be said.

But I can't seem to find the words for it.

If its mine, it'll be mine.

I can do this.

BESTFRIEND.

Where are you. I need you.

I've officially lost the mood for everything.

What shld I do with you?

And I'm trying to find the moment

I can ask you how you feel

And I'm trying to make this dream

I had with you a little more real

I really really want to survive this ordeal.

I admit I'm affected by the change.

I don't know what to do and I guess I wont eventually.

Be alright soon

Cause in the end, im frustrated not at fucktard but myself.

The fact that I should have told him to fuck off and get his own work done.

ok, its all up to me and myself now. Thanks for the help you've given me.

:)

As much as things how things wouldnt work out anymore, I still have to admit I do miss you rather badly sometimes:(

I hate emotional friday nights.

Every single cell in me wants this to go away.

Instead of making myself feel better, I had to make others feel worse.

Good Job Well Done

I'm really tired. Very tired.

I'm like doing all the shit now. It sucks

Fuck this shit.

I cant believe after 5 years, I'm still bothered with whatever you do.

Sometimes I want to give you all the help that I can but I can only do so much.

Stop feeling this way or

Stop thinking they are going to change

:(

Don't say ok if you're not.

Because you told me to be alright

After pointless rants, non-stop flow of tears, its back to work

One of a kind.

Unique or Weird.

I choose to believe the latter.
always have been this weird.

getting on with it with much defeat

its the 'im gonna spam my blogs and cry the hell outta me' season

Set me free so I can fly

Let me go don't hold me