It's not just about me.

When hope becomes something you are so sick of doing anymore.

Sometimes the only thing left to do is to wrap your arms around each other one last time and then just totally let go" -Gossip Girls

We'll be happy.

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Is there even anything I can do to make this better?

this is damn annoying

I learnt and I'm still learning

cause it'll tell a whole lot depending on what you believe in.

i wont deny it means alot too.

I really wish I knew what I wanted so I wont string anyone, or everyone along.

Talk about getting a life.

Fucking no life.

So what should I do now?

Tell them I was happy.

I'm just not that good uh.

Thanks for letting me know

Expectation kills.

Things arent going to be the same anymore.

and then I died

Cause memories wouldnt change when everything else does

This holiday, I want my family and friends.

Its really torturing to go through what your heart doesnt want to.

Though I know I wont be giving it my best, cause all I want, is for it to end.

I hate myself for letting this happen.

Everything's so...complicated.

Everything's failing.