27 February 2011

I'm not saying cause I don't want you to worry. Sorry guys.

25 February 2011

I got to go away to make all these go away.

24 February 2011

I hate the part I start to hate myself.

23 February 2011

Having ulcers are not fun. at all
Out of all people >:(
I MISS STRANGER

21 February 2011

We made it!:)

20 February 2011

One last leap

19 February 2011

There's so much I need to say to you

18 February 2011

It will come.
I'm sorry for the troubles I've caused for being Cinderella.
So, the stayover MUST happen.
Uh..you're kinda weird.

I can't help but wonder.

17 February 2011

FUCK YOU, SERVER SIDE SOFTWARE DEVELOPMENT
NOOBIE DONT DARE. heehee

16 February 2011

3 more fucking miserable days.

15 February 2011

Hi. I'm back here again.
Cause I want that stranger to pass by this blog and knows that I'm grateful for him in my life.
and my tears were happy ones.
:')
yes love hate you. haha
Time of the day where baby knocks out after a tiring day.
Jiayou QIAN.

13 February 2011

I don't want to expect because I don't need you to feel like you're not good enough. :)
If, I'm skinnier then maybe I'll have more variety of clothes to choose from.
If, I'm skinnier then maybe I wouldn't feel so self-conscious about the size of clothes that I'm in.
If, I'm skinnier then maybe I will look better in everyone's eyes.
If, I'm skinnier then maybe I'll feel more confident about myself.

If...I'm more confident, then maybe I wont feel like I should be skinnier.

12 February 2011

No matter how many guys I'll would go through, I still have a thing for you.

11 February 2011

Tears flow in your silence.

10 February 2011

I choose not to care not because I'm weak.
I choose not to care cause I'm strong enough to walk out of this nightmare.

Thanks NBJ. I love you :')
Take these dreams, cause they're killing me.

09 February 2011

The same stepmother with the poison apple in our fairytale.

Do you remember us wasting our coins away to the trains?:')
Nobody said it was easy. But we'll make the best out of what we have.
:)
I should stop comparing and expecting.

08 February 2011

Awkward smile.
I dont even know you.

07 February 2011

I never wanted someone so badly. and its you baby.
How much can I trust you to not say what I've told you?
I'm just another character in your stories, aren't I?

05 February 2011

Cause now, I'm kinda scared.

03 February 2011

No. I cannot allow this to happen. Again :"(
Really. I have no mood for CNY this year.
Even the food, clothes, angbao, gambling doesnt excite me that much anymore.
AM I BECOMING BORING :'(

02 February 2011

Times like these makes me wonder alot.
A hell lot of stuffs that I should stay away from.
So, I'm here.
Trying my utmost best to salvage whats been done to my life.
I miss tweeting about my life sometimes.

01 February 2011

New month, new start, new challenges