argg..

today is the last day of the sec one orientation.

finally.

1E3 pissed the hell out of me by not responding but they manage to pull off the cheer we gave them in the end.

oh my, i still prefer the 1N3 last year.

anyway, while web-surfing, i suddenly have the HUGE feeling of butterflies in my fat tummy.

in other words, im really nervous for the release of results.

i just dont think i can pass and move on.

ok, even if i do, dont think i would score well enough.

and even if i score well, i dont noe where to go.

i seriously dont want to go jc, so pls stop telling me to go there.

no point me going and flunking everything.

ya ya, i nv try i say i'll flunk, of cos i'll flunk.

but my point is, its my future, let me decide?

i seriously dont understand, why must sitting in the office earning HUGE sum of money be a good job?

i noe u'll live well, everything will be easier but do you enjoy it?
why cant a good job be smt tht u really enjoy doing?

maybe bcos the society is really practical and ppl no longer do what they like but what they have to.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

i dont even noe why am i saying this.

and once again, i'll just stop thinking of it.

in short, im just running away frm e problem.

i dont even want to noe my results anymore.

in fact, i cant be bothered with what ppl thinks about me anymore.

think whatever that makes you happy.

freak.