AM I READY?

tomorrow, will be the 3rd month frm the day the O levels results were released.
exactly 3 months.
well, it was quite a meaningful holiday for me(:
working for jenny.
then took part in danceworks! 09.
worked for my aunt.
and in between, a lot of outings/dates.
haha(:
then, today as my friends were at their orientation.
i feel so alone.
like c'mon, they have their own friends now.
why would they even need me.
i cant help but feel this way.
sorry.
then i ask myself.
am i ready?
am i really ready to face the the new challenges tmr?
the challenge of making new friends?
the challenge of making it through my 3 years?
the challenge of surviving in poly(socially)?
i know i wouldnt lose my old friends but im sure there will be a poitn where u have to choose between your new and old friends.
and i certainly doesnt want to see history happening again.
damn it, am i really really ready?
i guess i have to.
but im not ready to lose my friends.
never.