WHO AM I?

Recently have been doing stuff tht doesnt seem like me.
As i have been told.
No, im not upset but just finding my center point of myself.
and i have come to a conclusion or hypnosis.
Firstly, when i dont do or like things like ppl do, for the first time i'll say: 'nah, i dont do tht'.
and tht creates the illusion tht im not the person who does tht.(i think)
Second time, i'll probably say i dont do tht again cos i may have remembered tht i told ppl tht i dont do this.
and from the third time onwards, i may have sort of "brainwash" myself tht i dont do tht particular thing.
BUT!!!
actually i haven even TRIED doing or liking tht thing.
Hence, i have sentenced myself before commiting a crime.
SO, from today onwards, i shall try to experience everything tht comes before saying, "i dont do tht".
Well, at least its a change:)


anyway, i dont think anyone understand me but myself.
haha, and its just a form of expression of my thoughts:)