Blocked

Seriously, I dont know why am I even there in the first place.

Yeah, start doing props and start on our practise.

I did all that.

I didnt get to really do anything productive for my items except for cleaning up steps.

I cleaned up Ryan's and am proud that I finally got the super uber fast timing.

BUT thats all I did during camp.

Yeah, while everyone is waacking, breaking and dancing their asses off.

I'm practising over and over and over AND OVER AGAIN.

I did improve thanks to the camp.

It was productive, though not very.

Then, there were those who didnt get a chance to prove themselves, get opened up to opportunities.

Sigh.

What a cruel world this is.

'You're my friend bcos you're good'.

WTF?!

whatever la, gonna jump to bed and rest for this ONE SPECIAL DAY.

and its rushing all over with lesssons, trainings and REALLY HOPEFULLY CAMP.

I know ppl are upset tht im not going but i dont want to give a fuck anymore.

SERIOUSLY, WHY DO I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT SO MUCH WHEN IM SUFFERING ALL ALONE.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

:(

oh another thing.

YOU GOT TO DANCE KAY, DONT COMPLAIN ABOUT BEING TIRED.

ITS 13 DAYS TO CONCERT.

we are suppose to be aching and tired all over.

THINK ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO DANCE. like me.

screw everything la:(