I actually picked up my notes to revise rather than slacking on facebook.

I ROCK.

Escape.

done, finished, burnt

Fat is the new thick.

and we're a thicky too.

:)

Give me that courage to say NO to distractions PLEASE.

www.livethatmoment.tumblr.com

THIS IS A TIME TO SHOUTOUT FORRRRR...

my tummy.

I AM SOOOO HUNGRY D:

Babe, don't get too affected.

you've got us to back your ass up.

haha.

I love you even when we're always squabblinggggg. haha.

LOVE YA!!!:D

Today,

*I found out Lynn cares about me...THROUGH another person. Thanks for the concern Lynn, im fine. haha

*Skipping lessons talks about more than just decision, its takes luck too. FML

*ALWAYS ASK if your friends are having any plans related to ICECREAM before ordering yours elsewhere.

*I never feel so much better in weeks. Thanks babes. even when all you guys did were naming the evolution of 'me'.

*I decided that even if I've completed my assignments on saturday, im still going to weekend house to spend time with my babes. cause i miss them LIKE MAD. haha.

like seriously.

*I realise I twitted but its alright, cause im not sad:) but still its weird. HAHA

I must remember not to tell anyone whats up with me anymore.

because it didnt matter anw.

and i'm seriously tired.

I rather give up all I have now.

i really just want to be myself.

and treated the same.

its ok that its gone.

I'll take whatever I have, accept it, move on.

and never

NEVER MAKE THIS MISTAKE AGAIN.

be it how lonely I can be.

and im sorry baby, im really sorry for being this bitch in your life.

if there's one thing I could wish for, it would be my existence.

I wish I had that chance to redeem when I missed mine.

You're wrong, that's not life.

Life is fighting for what you want.

so I guess, I wasn't your life.

Move on bitch.

I want to know how it feels like to be dead.

one day.

I am really very tired.

fuck

A point where, I really don't want to care anymore.

Well, we all change don't we?

Only, for what reason do we change.

and I found mine.

As always.

Transformation #837462

Yeah, I know im that bitch kay.

One thing you learn about being a bitch is,

just accept it and move on.

dont look back and feel sad again.

ever.

I swear its hard and there's a million and one reason why everything wouldn't work.

and then again,

if I wanted to, by giving in and understanding more,

There'll be a million and one ways to make it work.

JUST STOP YOUR WHINES BITCH. make it work.

So if this is how its going to be, then there's nothing much I can do about it either.

I guess its a matter of time that I'm use to this.

Hopefully I can.

I miss sabirah, lynn, valerie, fiona, amirah, isaac, deane, mande, melissa, jessica, elena, joy, you jing, michelle koe, valencia, annabelle, sandy, priscilla, ada, jialing, shirlyn, zheng yi, clarence, xephry, joycelyn low, nicholas, randy, celia, valenisha, michelle teo, emilie, charlotte and the list goes on.

Surrounded, yet alone.

I miss you fei chua!

I want to but I can't cause I'm useless and you don't seem to want to help.

There goes my plan.

Failure.

I really did.

I really did cry cause I'm useless.

FUCK.

I really hate you.

Stupid course

I knew it, it wouldn't be like this for long.

and I guess its not much of a bad thing either.

but I really miss you:(

I lost it just like that.

I didn't think that was necessary either.

If there's one thing I can do when I turn back time, it'll definitely be leaving.

I don't mean for all this to happen.

sorry.

I knew it, I knew everyone will start thinking and assuming that whatever I do is because of the changes I had in life.

Its nothing wrong but just kinda frustrating.

I guess its a either sooner or later.

Its inevitable in anyway.

you'll know eventually.

:)

Give me my wishing powder now

and I'll wish that you're alright.

No expectations,

No disappointments.