I must remember not to tell anyone whats up with me anymore.

because it didnt matter anw.

and i'm seriously tired.

I rather give up all I have now.

i really just want to be myself.

and treated the same.

its ok that its gone.

I'll take whatever I have, accept it, move on.

and never

NEVER MAKE THIS MISTAKE AGAIN.

be it how lonely I can be.

and im sorry baby, im really sorry for being this bitch in your life.

if there's one thing I could wish for, it would be my existence.