CUTS

"...realise what you have been doing is a mistake."
"pls dont take us for granted"
"dont forget to spend more time with ______and______."
"alot has been on my mind and now more"
"if not for me, none of these would have happened..."
"...maybe you just cant balance all, why not take one out..."
"find me when u can balance..."
"why u suddenly say tht? smt happened?"
"maybe i think too much..."
"kinda feel tht ur spending lesser time wih us..."
"i'll be waiting, just come back when u can..."
"the ones u see more often than me..."
"somebody said scared u take us for granted? _____isit?"
"...dont know hw much time u spend with him per week as compared to us..."
"....im not blaming you...sorry if i sounded mad or what..."(i know u were at tht moment, sorry)
"....i think ____and _____will tell you."
"no, why did you say tht?"
"...anw, i think im being too sensitive..."(no, you werent)
"sorry, thanks. meet for the last time today?"
"now you have all the time for them...im the one tht's sorry."
"honestly, for me i dont feel anything."
"i'll wait as long as i have to...enjoy life.."
"did ____do anything to you?!"
"i feel so bad, i caused everything"(you didnt)
"i have no idea how to help, but i'll stand by you."
"no one's fault, we all adjusting to the timing."
"you cried?"
"thts what i want you to be(happy). sorry for screwing your life"(you seriously did not)
"as in, we'll work this out tgt"
"dont say sorry, but i cant promise i;ll be happy."
"you ald spending lesser time with me then now must lesser?


its ok if you dont get it.
nobody is suppose to.
sorry for everything.
i just dont know how long i can hold on with this situation.
not forgetting the current 3rd catergory.
guess i cant be greedy then.
i really have to let one go no matter what.
how bout letting myself go?
this shldnt even have started if i rmbed tht i was,
the girl who can never have a happy ending.










sorry, i love you all.