Defeat

Woke up with a startled mind and find tears rolling down my face.

Never felt this huge sense of fear ever before.

I told myself I could do it no matter what.

I realise, understood, accepted.

But I'm human too, with imperfections.

I feel sad, afraid, lost.

Its harder than I thought it would be.

But I wont give up,

Never will.

Just like how you said

"sure my dear. you'll always have my support. Always:-)"

Teared a little but greatly touched.

Thank you, and

I love you Daddy:)