Its not

It wasn't because you didn't follow me back,

it wasn't because you said nice things to me and got me thinking,

it wasn't because I couldn't fit into the freaking formal dress any more.

I guess I wasn't happy since a long time back.

And even as everyone noticed, I did not see this at all.

I told myself to be but I realise, I really do realise that I am not truly happy.

And this scares me.

Is this suppose to be or am I the one being in my own world?